It's not like I have anything better to do in place of my homework/studying. In all actuality, I have absolutely nothing to do other than homework and studying. Seriously. Not one single thing. I can't even watch TV -- I don't get any stations because I don't want to pay for cable. So what do I do? Sleep. Eat. Play on the computer. I think since I quit the fraternity, I've gained like 10-15 pounds from doing absolutely nothing other than play on the computer. It sounds positive because I'm gaining something - fat and early symptoms of carpel tunnel syndrome. It's not a positive. Anyway, the point is I guess I'm incredibly lazy. I don't really mind. All this griping is just a show. I'm just trying to waste more time before I have to force myself to do anything. That's right, I'm playing mind games with myself now. All I can do is picture the angel and the devil sitting on my shoulder. Right now, the devil is really kicking the angel's butt. |
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